~raerae1989

I came to Minneapolis with my mom(again), and of course she left and I have to stay in the hotel. I am staying in the Le Bourget and it is $200 a night here! The room is okay I guess. There are two beds and a teeny bathroom. there is a small sitting room also. The dining room is only open from 5pm to 10pm and 6am to 10:30am. My to go breakfast sucked pretty bad. The yogurt was lumpy, it also wasn't cold. My apple turnover(if thats what it really was) was cold and gross. I went swimming in the heated pool(which is rather small) for a couple hours until a group of noisy kids came and then I left. I took a bubble bath and plopped onto the snow white fluffy sheets. Everything just reminds me of romance-besides the horrible food and small bathroom-because its just so relaxing. There is a car outside of my window that has Just Married written on it with White Window Chalk. And here I sit. Utterly Alone in the world with no one to understand me. Some may think they understand me, but they don't. And of course no one wants to take the time. I love to go out by myself to show that I can be independent and that I don't need anyone to rest upon. So as I sit here in this bed, I think to myself, will I always be alone?